Tell Me Why
You don’t look happy, not laughing, not even a smile, tell me why.
You looked over at me, with those bright blue yearning eyes.
We haven’t talked much, or even actually seen eachother in a while.
Do you miss me baby? Now that I’m happy you miss me? Seems to be the style. Continue reading
awaken from these reality filled dreams,
dreams of ever thinking he ever loved you.
all you were, was an object of a narcissist’s play box.
He’d play with you when bored, and throw you around when angry.
Is that what you call love? really?
Once again, it is picked up
S H A K E N
My globe, erupts into a fury; my senses
I do not love thee!—no! I do not love thee!
And yet when thou art absent I am sad;
And envy even the bright blue sky above thee,
Whose quiet stars may see thee and be glad.
Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.
pression makes me feel pain
depression makes me stupid
depression makes me feel low
depression makes me mad
depression makes me sad Continue reading
From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring. Continue reading
If I should die,
And you should live,
And time should gurgle on,
And morn should beam,
And noon should burn,
As it has usual done; Continue reading
We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence. Continue reading
Day by day I think of you,
How can all of this be true?
I can’t believe you’re really gone,
I still can’t accept it,
Even after so long.
Just the thought of you makes me cry, Continue reading